Heyya Salam :)
this year brings so much memories in my life. worst memories. sweet memories. but i think,this year brought me too much pain,too much hurts,too much of crying, and too much feel bad.
well,this year,many things happen to me. suddenly being ignored by the man i loved for almost 4 years, was not easy. I have to face it so tough and fix it with a every little pieces of my heart.
Dari situ,aku cuba untuk jadi tabah,jadi sabar,jadi lebih kuat dari sebelum ni.When i know the truth,i was dont know what to do. All that I can do is cry cry cry cry. Haha. Sad huh? i know it since 9 months ago. Too bad. Too hurt. Too hard to face it. Alhamdulillah,i can :) with all the supports with people around me,I will never forget it. Never. Now,sakit hati tu macam kawan sudah sama aku. No feeling. You can do all you want. :)
And,when my father passed away. That was my biggest fear. I cant even say a word. I dont even imagine this year was the year that I lost him. I cant even thinking that this year was the last year i spent with him. My hero for 15 years,the man that I loved with all my heart,gone...
But I know,everything happens for a reason. All that I can do is continue my life,cheerish every moment that I have,and always keep him in my du'a,in my heart,in my memories.
Thankyou 2013,you have tought me to be strong and to be tough day by day. :)
I hope 2014 will bring hapiness for me. Allahu. :')
