apa kau fikir--
ketawaku,senyumku,gurauku itu,
semuanya ikhlas?
kekadang,
itu cuma mainan mata--
untuk mengaburi minda,
agar kamu tahu aku gembira.
:)
no.
this scars never faded away.
never,
since the day you told me that yes,all i said was true indeed.
i found out myself--
break into pieces,
crying all night.
everyday. non stop.
and i found something terribly broke my heart--
number 14. really? dem u.
why? after 3 years.
why? after all the promises.
why? after all the sweet memories that we made.
it aint easy at all.
not easy to forget and forgive.
not easy to love you with all this pain that you made.
i try--
still trying.
and give my best to you.
but--
this scars,
will never fade away.
;)
